“The place of refuge we think we are taking ourselves to is actually the birthplace of all the pain we have been feeling our whole lives and in that darkness, you in less than a breath find out how bad it could really hurt.”
By: Marc McMahon
You know a minute ago as I was sitting here at my computer thinking about my life I painted in my head a picture of myself that was about an honest appraisal of where my life is right now, and do you know what? It’s not pretty. I am completely screwed up right now and can’t for the life seem to stop it this time. For the first time in the past 5 years, I have not been able to pull myself out of relapse and do it fairly quickly. But this time it is different and it has taken me not a couple of months to come out of this one but almost a damn year!
My addiction somewhere along the way stole the keys to the car I was driving and decided to take my recovering ass on a little ride. A ride to your…
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